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Poetry

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Miasma

by Mark Olival Bartley

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The End of Drought

by Amy Kinder Moore 

My brother sees the saguaros on the horizon,

backlit by lightning. One thousand of them

watching his car in the dark. They follow him 

until his death a couple miles down the road.

This is something the whole family expected.

My dad gets there first, sits in the rain

until the sun arrives in a grey veil, lighting up

my brother’s red remnants. Then my mom,

my sister, me. My dad shows us what to do:

how to roll up the intestine, wrapping it neatly

around an open palm. Where to look

for the long splinters of the left femur.

How to track the day’s progress

by the light reflection in my brother’s eye.

What to say when we wrap all his pieces in green cloth

and take them out to the saguaros on the hill. 

How to put him in their arms, let them take him, 

plant him with their children before the next day begins.

 
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Things Harvested

by Amy Kinder Moore 

Dean out in the back field, silent. 

His hands stained dark 

from picking the last plums.

He and I watch autumn end –

birches leaning forward

in the pale wind. Daylight splintering.

The stiff bodies of little birds 

piling up in the stream. 

When the first snow comes, 

we go into the woods

and dig a deep grave for everything 

that was once bountiful:

the sick mush of old pears;

a dandelion, stripped naked;

our wet bed sheets, cold to the touch;

my tongue; his hands; the rest 

of our bodies, crawling into the earth 

together, growing hostile as the soil.

 
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The Blue Hours

by Amy Kinder Moore 

Blueberries in the dark. An ice-cold washcloth

winding around a blue wrist. A knife moving down

into white fish – how it makes little snowy cliffs

in the body. Me, waiting for Dean in his room.

The solitary window glistening with black rain.

Nightfall. Water whispering down the street

in one crystal sheet. Ways to survive the waiting:

a razor moving through my hair. Hair falling.

All the strangled hours walking through, 

carrying nothing. Frost growing 

up Dean’s side of the bed, enveloping his pillow. 

I know I have been abandoned.

I put the knowing in my own mouth like a fruit.

Keep it tucked in my cheek for later.

 
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Drown Out

by Bernadette McComish 

I catch your breath with my lips

the atmosphere awash with smoke.

A child from the future sings

Lord, I take refuge in your purgatory radio. 

 

Awash with smoke, the atmosphere

makes visions cloud. A drunken fortuneteller

hears your refugee voice on purgatory radio—

garbled announcements like underwater news.

 

My vision clouds. I pay the fortuneteller,

ask her why my heart line is braided—

scrambled wavy lines like music underwater,

she says I should watch how I spend money.

 

Though the lines of my heart are braided, 

she sings of my future children.

Later you say I should watch my spending.

I catch my breath; bite my lips.

 
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MonsterS

by Abigail Sayre 

The furthest depths of our oceans

hold the monsters I met as a child

alone in my bedroom turning pages

like curtains at a carnival

I studied them, the creatures of the deep

my brain made nightmares out of neon eyes

electric skeletons and see-through skin

at night I watched them glow behind my eyelids

I have not given up making science into catastrophe

alone in my room I wonder

will I float among the monsters too

watching ashes scatter and sea levels rise

I imagine locking eyes with an angler fish

off the shores of the city where we once lived

where we made our homes

where we watched the war on television

harmless creature formed

from the same matter as my worried mind

and below we bathe together in salt and darkness

 
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Caldera

by Laura Shovan 

Once, my mouth was a crater.

Words erupted from that core

of heat, the deep place.

Over time, my lips collapsed

and stilled. People told stories

about my origins.

Their tales filled me entirely, 

edge to edge, until I looked as pure

as a mountain lake.

I would like to send a cinder

to the surface, one hot word 

bubbling, rising until it breaks the blue

window of water above me

and scorches the lips of someone 

drinking at the crater’s edge.

 
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HOLD

by Allya Yourish 

When the bucket floods, the water will be fresh and sweet and overflowing. You will bail out the bucket with another bucket, until your bailing bucket fills with water so salty that it crystalizes on your fingers. You will take your salt crystal fingers and run them over your cheeks, which will be wet from freshwater tears. And your salt crystal fingers will dissolve against your freshwater tears and will burn tracks that look like canyons. And the canyons will be deep and they will be red, and at their bottom will be a family that looks like your family but isn’t. The family will be white water rafting. This will remind you of your family because your family used to go white water rafting in the summertime, but it is not your family because your family is at home today. And the family’s boat will spring a leak and they will bail the leaking boat out with a bucket until the bucket overflows.

 
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3am When You Can Hear The Planes

by Nate Maxson 

A brief cold front, sharp, a boot on my breath, a momentary fragment of the August night piercing me like glass

Like a séance, the waves of a dead moment lapping, you ask the spirit what it sees and where it’s going

Or a waking dream: a truck is parked outside my window, red lights and men talking low

A gilded pain in the side, this black machine, the year of the bluebird, big ones digging into the dirt with their wings 

Inside the invisible drum/heart, the pulse, military jets overhead generating wind and roar

Like the archaeologists’ hands someday picking through the bricks, and specked eggshells on my mound, the sound encroaches, ghostlike and named against the sky

 
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One More Fathom To The Hungerstone 

by Nate Maxson 

What you can see in the sky on a clear day

What we could see but don’t

In the water backwards, an Ophelia pose 

Moonlike daylight apparition

A constellation shaped like Gorbachev’s birthmark

And the ghost of the tallest waterslide ever constructed,

Torn down after the death of a child

Shuffle these signs like a three-card monte and see what happens  

Oracle marks carved like teethings on turtle shells,

Set upside down to float down the river with candles that quickly burn out

Here is the ritual over your eyes like a veil

Event horizon,

How we know the world is round even when the object disappears

 
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Seven Frames of the Ouija Board, Moving Through Unknown Means 

by Nate Maxson 

1

A convergence: the Ouija board was first introduced to American audiences in 1890 as a parlor game (the planchette) and only later when our  prewar spiritualist fever was peaking did we reassociate it with Séance, speech with the dead/ the unknown voice becoming known, roll the film we’ve got a few more minutes to kill, and similarly the “inventor” of it now listed as the man who filed the patent, one Elija Bond despite spirit boards having been in use around the world for hundreds of years beforehand, a new meaning to the phrase “invisible hand of the free market”

2

(here: an incomplete countdown on a screen in scratchy grayed sepia, 5,4,3…) it’s a documentary hosted by Carl Sagan and shown in a classroom sometime late last century (2,1-) we have to consider what comes out of the void, it’s like this: what we make stays, out of words even more so, a spaceship emerging from a black hole, birthed from the was/ panoramic at-onceness how does a memory made of spirit without body except in sacrifice, begin? No such thing as without body only in ignoring the smoke, the warning signs, the check engine light, it’s just the wind, the wind and the watch, wound up in starstuff and dowsing rod iron

2

If we move into mythology, allow me a digression: the Aztec goddess Ixtab? The Spanish conquistadores may have invented her: wreathed in candy skulls, a Kali for the western hemisphere, perfect for projecting one’s death cult like a filmstrip and a lightbulb and yet there may be a link between Her, snake tamed and charnel lipped; and modern notions of Santa Muerte (crept among the wastes) but the difference between a memory and a false memory grows smaller daily so who’s to say whose death cult exists and whose is only just being born

3

If the ghost reveals itself as the childmind now possessed by you: reciting nursery rhymes and scratching on the walls starlight starbright where the river begins, we still aren’t sure/ but you who wear the skin of your past and move the glass, knock on the table precisely eight times and I will offer you a reveal, the death of a mystery (the ideomotor effect) if you must know 

4

How does the hand of a disembodied voice move? How does a clock? How does a river? How does a dream

5

Begin with motion, continue into perpetuality, and then onwards into frivolous contraption 

6

Not so different from a Geiger counter, needle twitching and a backing-up beeping noise: machinery detecting mystery/ the fortune teller’s invisible hands, but how many fingers am I holding up? All of them if you don’t count my thumbs, an incomplete arcana: each one a telegram stuttered into quantity but that’s the difference between us and the animals, between the sobriety test and breath

7

What are we measuring? What coded patent? What unsteady brass diving suit hosed to the sky and hoping for a perfect vacuum, to keep the water out, we must drink ever so, deeply

 
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Faceless

by Sujash Purna 

imagination is more powerful 

than the verses of the spirits

that saw more than they saw 

you shirking away from the light

lost and cursed they wait for the end of the world 

when we all blend

images of lightning 

 the shiver on your skin

 s    l    i    v    e    r    s

there’s nothing to be afraid 

 the empty       space   clearing     out

then

Clutters,clutterstartarusclutters,tartarusclutters, and clutters, 

a slob in a room for a clearing

a barnhouse of old artefacts with a face in a face of a face

in a face of a face as if just faceless 

standing by the window

ready to fly into a night,

 before daylight arrives

these spirits go away, home to their folks 

You wonder what they eat, light? 

Or a tarpaulin, monolithic, night blind god’s wisdom to taunt

a mankind as clueless as they were on the day

of the dead when we all woke up? we see you

and you don’t see us? write this

when I am dead, lurking around you with you unawares

I still exist, but you tell sometimes when I go inside your

dreams with no face at all, just a palpable nerve prickling 

on a full moon like a mirrored door.

You see me now

, waiting for Gabriel’s horn to go off,

 faceless

but for a left eye and a dead nose and a wrinkle for a mouth

 
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Rumor Painted Full of Tongues

by Geoffrey O’Brien 

“upon my tongues continual slanders ride”

There is no nice way to say this but we already decided

to stop listening to any of them, because they organized a conspiracy

against pillowcases and stitched aerials into our camping gear, 

until even the shortest path to the machine shed 

festers with toxic droppings. Where did the birds go.

Windowpanes have been banned. There will be no more ice treats.

Everything is a lie, even the word “lie”, even the word “even”. 

In an emergency the first thing to fill out is a checklist 

of missing items, trophies, parking spaces, weather alerts,

personalized keychains, things with your name written all over them.

Nobody wants you to know how long this has been going on.

(Hint: since before you had ears.) Your birthplace 

had by then been farmed out to freelance coin collectors

and self-proclaimed fact-checkers. Barbarism has deep roots.

Neither civilizations nor planets are quite what they seem.

Money is in cages. Flat things are made to appear curved. 

A hole is being dug right now under the street,

which is to say under the feet you have a right to stand on

in your own doorway, a right both unconditional

and under permanent siege. What looks like a harmless canopy

dangling over the entrance to a midtown high rise 

is so often a signal visible to offshore interlopers 

who are declaring in so many words you are incapable

of reading what is put in front of you. I didn’t want to be the one 

to say this but someone has to acknowledge that silence 

can be deliberately manipulated. Think about caverns. 

Think about locker rooms. Think about drinking fountains.

If that is too hard think about what is happening

in back of your head whenever you step outside.

It is not a picture anyone wants to look at 

for any longer than it takes to recognize the fellow

at the rear of the subway car, the grizzled guy 

with thick glasses and a neighborhood accent 

who is about to tell you how things are 

and you can already hear it in his eyes.

 
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Sequestration

by Geoffrey O’Brien 

What is there to work with

but the sound of other voices. 

The later you come to a place 

the more quickly it fills with absences. 

In his late compendium

“The Decline of the Real”

he had written: “History has room

only for the inconceivable.” 

A nostalgia for the world. 

The lotus pond

not yet drained. 

The air they lived on.

What will you take 

to the hills if you can get there,

if in the heat

they have not already lost their minds.

Fated even now to listen for Andromeda

pleading from a distant rock.

Mixed with the groans of the emaciated

from an unlit sub-basement.

A ghost rider crying for a wildflower.

Need some amino acid,

some glycine and phosphorus

or nothing will happen.

Violence is a language 

like any other

except it only tells you

what you don’t want to hear.

 
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It Was Written

by Michele Mekel 

It blew pungent—the kind of squall that caused a shiver to rise and 

compelled your great aunt to put down her teacup with a slow shake the head, 

knowing in those octogenarian bones nothing good could come of this change in the weather.

It birthed dust devils that played tag among mossy tombstones 

in the long-neglected cemetery at the end of the weedy lane,

where restless ancestors mourned their kith’s failure to pay proper homage.

Making its way down the main drag of town and through the best neighborhoods,

it rattled iron gates and clapboard shutters alike,

as weathervanes spun wildly in gusts seemingly devoid of identifiable direction.

While dogs whined and barked at an invisible intruder,

the author laid down her pen and let the ink dry,

allowing the dark tempest to ravage her world a bit longer.

 
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Afterlife Still Life

by Louis Zieja 

a tarnished bowl                             filled with dotted

                outlines                             of devoured apples,

  an antique vase                             filled with familiar

                     faces                             frowning,

    a used condom                              covered with

                    Easter                          grass,

                 all precisely placed on

     a mahogany table draped

          in ectoplasm, all more static 

              than static and clumsily 

framed                             forever.